Sunday, February 17, 2008;
Impossible Feeling
♥ 6:36 PM
Feeling like this is so impossible already for me!! When i come to my blog and check the tag board, i listen to the music, it makes me want to cry already.. I am feeling sad nowadays because i think my parents are going back and i have to stay alone here you know? Its not like i have a car to go wherever i want to. I cant, i have to use the bus and i do not know where the buses here go which is a hard thing. I just found out my Orientation is on Tuesday, not monday..
It was fun hanging out with WJ and WY. Omg both of them are just photocopy attitude man!! They can continue story like nothing, haha.. I was in the city the last two days and it was much much better than here. First i got to the city and i complained that it wasn't nice but then when i compare it to here, its just a lot better. I guess i like exciting life, like city life, busy life. URBAN life. This place is just very quiet and abit rural i guess. But i think this is how people here live. I guess i have to adapt to it because the house here is extremely quiet but when i was in Brunei, my house got noises everytime and its always busy not like here very quiet and i have to do everything by myself. Everything here close very early and i do not have a car to move around which is really really annoying me already!!! In brunei, i can just hop in and drive out to wherever i want to.
Nothing else to say but i must say i miss home? not that but need time to adapt to this place.
round and round we go...
