Hey, I missed out somethings during my last few entries.. The picture finally arrived.. We got it from Fifi, so i can post up right now.. I went to paintball and i think i told you guys about it before? Well, here's the pictures:


The gang.

Incase you guys dont know how much it hurts, this is the damage i done.


Sorry Kim!! Ouchss!


When we went to visit in city.. When to walk around in Crowns, after that we went to KTV at night



The place was so niceee!!


My first poker with them, and my first win!!


Steamboat night. Omg its all you can eat and we owned it. So much meat until everybody cannot move. So coool man. Just order whatever we want.. That place was full, i bet they were like these people are crazy.. In their mind, I should ban them from the restaurant for consuming non stop.. hahaha!



After the steamboat, we went for bubble tea drink then we went to arcade. And then we decide to go to Kim's house to chill cos it was still early... Look at Raymond.. He got n00binated badly there. Died!! Not only him, I died too that night.. ahhaha! Too tired already... went back like 4am haha.. Went straight to bed after that. Funny stuff tho. lol!



Michelle's Birthday!


Michelle, Fifi, Kim
Raymond, Me!


Everybody!!


Man and Woman


Me and birthday girl!


After we ate in La Porchetta, we went to Transport pub at Fed. Square, not everybody went though only a few.


Birthday Girl and the boys!!

Haha, Thats all i am gonna blog about today, it takes forever to upload and organise the photos.. I heard bout IB's last day, its so sad people cry? haha! 1 word to you all! WEAK!! ahahha.. Especially Rachel, never thought she would cry that evil tiny girl! Damn, didnt know that heart exist in you Rach.. ahahha!!

Anyways, good luck to all sitting exams now in Brunei, UK, Australia!!

That's all! Stay tuned for the next entry people!!

I wrote this poem and it tells all about me, so here it goes:

Light Turns To Dark

When the days are bright
Everything seems to be right
The colourful mixture of light
Influence me to have better sight

Bunny will always look lovely
Nothing seems to be gloomy
Even brisk of wind scratched my face softly
Closer we get to sign a treaty
Everything seems to turn ghastly

When the days are dark
The colourful mixture of light turns to spark
Friendly dogs from the neighbourhood will start to bark
Nobody seems to enjoy those lark
And we all just cant enjoy in the park

When facts turns to claims
Everything just doesn't feel the same
The hopeful feelings turned damn
All you do is push the blame
To fight for the your own fame

After 2 Years, fate has been playing us being together
Today I asked myself "Why bother?"
Although I am still thinking about getting closer
When nothing seems to be able to go any further
I promise myself to be smarter
And drift away from someone who always says never

Approaching the end of our relationship
There is a hole in the world like a great black pit
Its full of people who is filled with shit
Gives a lot of people the reason to hit
I am just going to cover my heart with a big black lid

Written on : 21/4/08
Written by: Freddy Lim

P.S. i wrote this in 30 mins and it sucks but it meant a lot to me so i am just going to post it..

Firstly I would want to wish Happy Birthday to Sean and Shigeru!!!!!

Hope you guys enjoy your birthdays!! 18 already if i am not wrong? Hahah! For those who want me to wish them birthday and know their birthday please update me with your birthday, some people i know their birthday, some people i dont know!!

Sorry for the late update.. I been "busy" let me explain to you guys! You people might ask, why am i so busy? What do i do? Well let me break this down for you guys alright? Morning i wake up, Go to college till around 5:30pm. Okay by the time i get back it will be 6pm! I come back, I go check my mail after that its dinner time! I eat my dinner and then clean the house or dishes abit.. It will be around 8pm! When 8pm arrive, I do my research or homework till around 10 - 11pm? Is there time to blog? I dont think so.. I went straight to bed getting ready for tomorrow. This is how exciting my life is.. Haha.. Not really I add extra of nice stuff to make me feel better. I am not so hardworking actually!! When i got free time, I go battle net to play DotA or just watch movies. So many series to catch up already, haven't been catching up on movies. I used to watch movies alot in brunei. Here i cant, cos going out is a trouble, using bus at night is not a good idea as the bus only comes 1 per hour and sometimes it doesnt even appear. So yeah, its risky. using taxi is another option but your taxi fare will cost more than your movie!

I went to the city on Sunday with Raymond because Ray needs to go to Uni to do his work. So i called up Betty and Chris to hang out while waiting for Ray. Chris and betty came and we all went to a chinese restaurant for lunch but its like 3pm already or something. Chris gonna run before 4pm because he volunteered in some expo or something. Anyways, it was nice meeting them again, Chris look so different now. Talk also different already, like a man already ah! Grow up already! After Chris left me and betty, Well me and Betty go around city trying to find a gift for a "special" person but i didnt get anything so sad because Ray was done we are ready to go to the Game Expo!! I cant wait to go because I heard its an evolution of games! Cool eh?! hahahha! Betty left us, she went to do her "work" in starbucks. can you believe? Starbucks coffee? please man.. I rather have coffee bean you know?!! hahaha!! We went to the game expo! It was so cool! From 1980s to 2000s of games, they show the different console and you can play, its an entrance of AUD15 but it was worth it. cool eh?! I wanted to take pics but its not allowed which pissed me off but yeh.. Anyways when we got out, we met a big mario! I cant resist it.. ITS MARIO need to take picture with my old friend..!! You know wat? I got a Sim City disc.. Classic Babeh!! After that we went straight home using train as there was nothing to do in the city anymore so yeah.. 45 mins train back! Yesterday after class I went to shopping with Raymond! I bought 2 jackets and 1 shirt.. funny i went to try full bape with the pants. Omg i look like some crazy ape lover that just wanna rape the ape.. but yeah.. ape hunter and stuff it looks weird so i just got the shirt.. As right now, I am playing Need for Speed Carbon for fun and also drinking Sippahh! with milk! it taste good.. like heaven you know? ahhaha! milk is fat and boring but they made it so nice and i am addicted to it. Not to mention.. i am also addicted to TIM TAMS!! YUM!! but they are FAT! hahaha.. who cares.. I been watching Scrubs, but only season 1.. i found it in Raymond's DVD stash! yeah!!! Leech babeh Leech!! hahahaha!

Pictures.. here it comes.. let it do the talking aight?! BTW.. i forgot to take picture with Betty and Chris when i was in city!! shit soN! but yeah! its okay i will do it the next time i step into city ground.


Front


Back.


Apeee!!


Game on!


Sim City!!




Ray with his gay mario!


Me and cool mario! There's a diff!


Apeee~~


Train and bus ticket! cool eh?!


My other jacket!

ALL Year 13s , please focus on is getting good results to show the school how good you guys really are!!!

Good luck to all IB and IGCSE students!! All 45 Points and ALL A*!!

WARNING:

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Thanks.

Here it goes..

For the past 18 nearly 19 years i finally understand 1 thing that i been trying to find out since i was 12 years old till now. Now i finally realise and understand it very well, not through research or rumour but through all the experiences. Well to start off, I am all the way in Melbourne far away from my hometown, let me ask you a question, who wants to leave their hometown? If you ask a normal person they would just say no, they are not ready to leave people behind. Well, these people are telling you the honest thing. They will feel sad when they leave and also they will miss home no matter where they go or how fun the new place is. Home is always the best place to be. If people who tell you they want to leave as soon as possible and is not missing home when they are overseas, this are the people that is not normal.. You may ask me. Why is that? Well, there are some reasons why they don't like home that much and they don't miss home at all and start liking the place they are in than home. This will be because of several reasons like:

Having bad experience with people around them.
Having a bad reputation because of something stupid they did long time ago.
They discover they don't have real friends at home therefore they want to find one overseas.
There's someone they hate and that person or people will want to harm them.

Please correct me if i am wrong, why wouldn't anyone like home? Your parents are there and you know places around and usually home is where all your real friends are. They are your childhood friends and also you spend most of your life there. Do not tell me you suddenly change your mind after living 1 year in a different place? Please let me remind you, you lived more than 10 years at home. This does not apply for people who left early and gone off to overseas to study at a young age. I will tell you now and later that people always change no matter where they go, they just never felt it before. They adapt to the new environment but this doesn't mean its bad and they don't have the style back home. There always something inside you that makes you belong back home either you admit it or not. Some people change to become a better person, some change to be a worse person, some stay the way they are and influence others but some adap to be cool with the people around them. That is what I hate the most. People change to be cool with the people around them? 1 message, Please.. be yourself, if you can't you are such a LOSER. Not only that, people who cannot be told off even they know that they are wrong. They would not apologize to you because its hard for them? This is a total bullshit because its never hard to say 1 word with 5 letters called "SORRY" Its either you want to make an effort to say and if you ever admit you are wrong or not. No matter how long it takes you, a second, a day, a week, a month, a year, a decade. Please do urself a favour and use the word when you finally realise what you did to people may have hurt them or wrong. Nobody forgives and forget without getting what they want from you. Everybody wants an apology when they know they are right and you are wrong. Well, thats what normal friends would do isnt it? A person who said sorry to his or her actions no matter what they did that may hurt you in anyway or doesnt want to create an arguement but to settle it. They understand and see 2 points of view before they judge that they are correct in every way. I just want you guys to know. Please hold on to people like that, they are your true friends and not only that. They are your friends forever and that's what make friendship never ends. No matter how much favours that been done by a person is just a surface on top of the cake but whats really inside the cake? Well, thats for you to find out and if you are able to find out as fast as possible that would be good. You don't want to go eating the wrong cake and get sick at the end do you?

The reason I am stating this is because i finally understands how different people are and why they react that way. I do not know why some people just don't get it. They may have all the things they want but the few things they don't have can change their whole life without them noticing it. Well, please keep your true friends close. Do not let them slip into another person's hand because these kind of people don't come everyday and just appear to you. They are your true friends for a reason, help each other when anything happens.

This is the part you might want to close your screen now that you read so much and understand what this entry is all about. I am going to mention who I will lean to in the future when I need them, these are the people I will never let go as a true friend. Never, no matter what is done, whatever that's done is done. We will have to look forward. True friends do not forgive but they forget what happened! These are the people I will never let go and you guys really deserve it.. Thanks for all the fun and all the joy and the time we all spent together. No matter what happen between us wouldnt affect our friendship. Here are the people, you will know who you are. I shall only put initials: R.H. , C.W. , A.L. , B.W. , J.T. , T.K.S. , S.C.Y. , K.T. , Y.J.C.

1 more thing I will need to mention. I am going to say sorry to a person that i have hurt badly in the past. That person is Javon. I am sorry Javon for everything that I put you through. I know you tried hard to make things back the way it was but you may think i ignored it and doesnt even think about trying. I am sorry for making you think that but its not true, what you done was amazing and its been knocking the door behind my head. Now that the door is open. I am sorry :D!

That is all i have to say, if you change your thinking about me or towards me. I don't mind because i am not young to kid myself anymore. This is the real truth and if you don't accept it. Too bad, please get away from my life. I would appreciate it. Just leave a comment on the tagboard saying you don't agree and I will erase you!

Bye!

Heys.. I just got my new PC yesterday. Let the pictures speak for themselves.. haha.. I was trying to partition it so i reformated yesterday but it doesnt work.. so I found out a way to partition my HDD without having to reinstall my Windows XP Professional. Pissed me off yesterday i spent like 3 hrs trying to figure out why i cant see the other sharing folders in the network. At the end i found out that Norton actually blocks me from doing it. Pissing me off.. i tried to much but at the end it was Norton. I restarted my PC more than 10 times to get it to place!! Installing this and that. I am satisfied with my speakers! :) its nice.. My webcam is good too, can use avatars which is cool and its very clear.. Why am i using Windows XP Professional instead of the new Vista? Because Vista is not going so well and its complicated now.. Vista is not as stable as XP at the moment.. I can change next time if i Vista gets to a better stage. But now i think Xp is still best!! Vista quite slow too when i used it the other time!

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18. 7th August 1989. Diploma course @ Monash, Melbourne. Soccer, singing, shopping, online games and hanging out.



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18. 26th May 1990. IB survivor '08 @ ISB, Brunei. Shopping, singing, travelling, hanging out.

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