Saturday, April 5, 2008;
Friendship Never Ends?
♥ 5:51 PM
WARNING:This entry is going to be a shock for some people and it may hurt some people. Please if you think you are going to be hurt or angry at any point. Feel free to move ur cursor to the top right of the screen and press the red "X". Thats means close or you can straight away press ALT+F4. If you think this article is about you or will change the way you think, please help yourself and dont read it.The title says it all. If you think it will make you feel better then you can go on and read.
Thanks.
Here it goes..
For the past 18 nearly 19 years i finally understand 1 thing that i been trying to find out since i was 12 years old till now. Now i finally realise and understand it very well, not through research or rumour but through all the experiences. Well to start off, I am all the way in Melbourne far away from my hometown, let me ask you a question, who wants to leave their hometown? If you ask a normal person they would just say no, they are not ready to leave people behind. Well, these people are telling you the honest thing. They will feel sad when they leave and also they will miss home no matter where they go or how fun the new place is. Home is always the best place to be. If people who tell you they want to leave as soon as possible and is not missing home when they are overseas, this are the people that is not normal.. You may ask me. Why is that? Well, there are some reasons why they don't like home that much and they don't miss home at all and start liking the place they are in than home. This will be because of several reasons like:
Having bad experience with people around them.
Having a bad reputation because of something stupid they did long time ago.
They discover they don't have real friends at home therefore they want to find one overseas.
There's someone they hate and that person or people will want to harm them.
Please correct me if i am wrong, why wouldn't anyone like home? Your parents are there and you know places around and usually home is where all your real friends are. They are your childhood friends and also you spend most of your life there. Do not tell me you suddenly change your mind after living 1 year in a different place? Please let me remind you, you lived more than 10 years at home. This does not apply for people who left early and gone off to overseas to study at a young age. I will tell you now and later that people always change no matter where they go, they just never felt it before. They adapt to the new environment but this doesn't mean its bad and they don't have the style back home. There always something inside you that makes you belong back home either you admit it or not. Some people change to become a better person, some change to be a worse person, some stay the way they are and influence others but some adap to be cool with the people around them. That is what I hate the most. People change to be cool with the people around them? 1 message, Please.. be yourself, if you can't you are such a LOSER. Not only that, people who cannot be told off even they know that they are wrong. They would not apologize to you because its hard for them? This is a total bullshit because its never hard to say 1 word with 5 letters called "SORRY" Its either you want to make an effort to say and if you ever admit you are wrong or not. No matter how long it takes you, a second, a day, a week, a month, a year, a decade. Please do urself a favour and use the word when you finally realise what you did to people may have hurt them or wrong. Nobody forgives and forget without getting what they want from you. Everybody wants an apology when they know they are right and you are wrong. Well, thats what normal friends would do isnt it? A person who said sorry to his or her actions no matter what they did that may hurt you in anyway or doesnt want to create an arguement but to settle it. They understand and see 2 points of view before they judge that they are correct in every way. I just want you guys to know. Please hold on to people like that, they are your true friends and not only that. They are your friends forever and that's what make friendship never ends. No matter how much favours that been done by a person is just a surface on top of the cake but whats really inside the cake? Well, thats for you to find out and if you are able to find out as fast as possible that would be good. You don't want to go eating the wrong cake and get sick at the end do you?
The reason I am stating this is because i finally understands how different people are and why they react that way. I do not know why some people just don't get it. They may have all the things they want but the few things they don't have can change their whole life without them noticing it. Well, please keep your true friends close. Do not let them slip into another person's hand because these kind of people don't come everyday and just appear to you. They are your true friends for a reason, help each other when anything happens.
This is the part you might want to close your screen now that you read so much and understand what this entry is all about. I am going to mention who I will lean to in the future when I need them, these are the people I will never let go as a true friend. Never, no matter what is done, whatever that's done is done. We will have to look forward. True friends do not forgive but they forget what happened! These are the people I will never let go and you guys really deserve it.. Thanks for all the fun and all the joy and the time we all spent together. No matter what happen between us wouldnt affect our friendship. Here are the people, you will know who you are. I shall only put initials: R.H. , C.W. , A.L. , B.W. , J.T. , T.K.S. , S.C.Y. , K.T. , Y.J.C.
1 more thing I will need to mention. I am going to say sorry to a person that i have hurt badly in the past. That person is Javon. I am sorry Javon for everything that I put you through. I know you tried hard to make things back the way it was but you may think i ignored it and doesnt even think about trying. I am sorry for making you think that but its not true, what you done was amazing and its been knocking the door behind my head. Now that the door is open. I am sorry :D!
That is all i have to say, if you change your thinking about me or towards me. I don't mind because i am not young to kid myself anymore. This is the real truth and if you don't accept it. Too bad, please get away from my life. I would appreciate it. Just leave a comment on the tagboard saying you don't agree and I will erase you!
Bye!
round and round we go...
